I am mentally and physically exhausted.
I don't know why I feel like I'm letting you all down.
Maybe it's something I invented to motivate myself.
Old people in love is very adorable.
Adults can only seem to meet other adults in bars.
If God is a loving God, how far does love transition to forgiveness?
How far does forgiveness transition to acceptance?
Tolerance?
Expectation?
I don't know...things that are running through my mind seem jumbled.
I want to do so much, and I can see it all falling together I just need to be more like Captain America and have the charisma to convince others.
I had a vision of a black spot on white paper.
It branched out like a tree and started to grow with anticipation and planning.
Each branch grew a new one, and slowly but surely, all I now see is a fuzzy black smear with few white spaces shining through.
It's become confusing and I can't quite tell if I'm going to get where I'm going or get caught up in all the self-invented brambles.
But the journey is an irresistable one.
"I know my destination
I'm just not there in the streets."
Captain America is missing half his head. So I wouldn't envy him too much. :)
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